I’ve never really noticed before how disgustingly skinny I am.
The only reason I’m noticing this now is because of the pictures I took of myself and posted on MySpace. A few were taken from such an angle that you can see most of my torso.
And I happened to be wearing a rather close-fitting polo when I took them.
I look so anorexic.
It’s disgusting. I look emaciated. I feel gross now, like I’m nothing but a pile of bones. Nobody finds that attractive! It’s creepy and weird!
…this is ironic, I think. Don’t most teenage girls in America complain about how fat they are on their blogs?
Well, I’m not most teenage girls in America, anyways.
You know how they say that you’re supposed to feel attractive? You’re supposed to feel like you’re pretty? Well, I don’t. My stomach may be flat and my arms don’t jiggle, but I don’t feel like I’m attractive at all. I feel like a boy. I look like a boy. Why can’t weigh more?
Gah. This is so cruel.
